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10-01-2008, 10:48 PM
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aka 'Paul WS Anderson' ;)
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What i've become...
Some of you guys know what i've been thru. The anger has helped me become what I am. Fuck anyone who stands in my or puts me down. I got no use for those who hack on me and whatnot. Am I angry? NOt really but as Capt. Kirk said, "I NEED MY ANGER!" and that is where i stand. I'm tired of grlz who can't give back. I'm tired of people who take and never give. I'm tired of a lot of crap but I know I'm getting ahead. I will make it.
Anyway... Yeah I got anger. I have hatred. But I need that to see what i am. and what i am. i am what i am. people can deal with it or not. for those who can't, they have no empathy and love. And that's the bottom line! One nation, one nation of Gods divided by faith, Nation divided by faith Witness deliberate war of attrition Witness deliberate war of attrition Judge me not, judge lest you be judged Eyes are blind, blinded by violation I hate your contention I hate your violation I hate your corruption I hate your life destruction I hate your contention I hate your violation I hate your corruption I hate your life destruction I am your enemy... Witness deliberate war of attrition Kill my mind, my mind is the weapon Words are banned, words meant to enlighten I hate your contention I hate your violation I hate your corruption I hate your life destruction I hate your contention I hate your violation I hate your corruption I hate your life destruction I am your enemy... I will resist endlessly... Endlessly... Endlessly... Endlessly... Last edited by Sonneilon : 10-02-2008 at 10:44 AM. |
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10-02-2008, 07:10 AM
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you know the way your talking, reminds me of this song,
I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried You must have been relieved to see the softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one Chorus: I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your health, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremes tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing Chorus Just when you think you've got me figured out the season's already changing I think it's cool you do what you do and don't try to save me Chorus I'm a bitch, I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees when you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover I've been numbed, I'm revived can't say I'm not alive You know I wouldn't want it any other way i met a lot of people like that, even had a couple of girlfriend that were like that, but no kids,
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my feedback http://www.hisstank.com/forum/buy-se...tml#post389089 |
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10-02-2008, 08:27 AM
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G.I. Smurf
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i feel you man. im not where you are now, havent been for about 4 years, but the darkness and anger pulled me down a years ago. i didnt really care for anyone or anything, no cloud have a silver lining, there was no hope or bright light at the end of the tunnel. well, you may not be there yet, lets hope you dont get there. but things started to change. took control of my body, got in shape(the fighting really helped me out a lot with anger and fitness) met a nice girl and to top it all off, they brought G.I. Joe back. i still have my bad moments, but thats when i really turn to joedios, you guys and the other joe related stuff on the net. if your strong enough(and i believe you are) you'll fight through this and come back stronger.
a side note about writing songs and lyrics, i have tons, i mean tons of songs and poems i wrote back then. now however, i cant seem to write anything because for the most part im happy. it sucks that i need to feel bad to write good. |
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10-02-2008, 09:12 AM
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ARAH for O-ringers
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"I believe…whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you…stranger."
Life was so simply when I was kid...
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 HEROES DON'T DIE, THEY JUST RELOAD |
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10-02-2008, 09:47 AM
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Troops of Doom
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There's a scene from the movie Red Dawn where Robert is carving another kill into the stock of his rifle.
Colonel: "All that hate's gonna burn you up kid." Robert smiles: "It keeps me warm." |
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Stray away from the darkside yo!! |
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10-02-2008, 10:07 AM
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Stray away from the darkside yo!!
Been there done that. Got married at 20 before going to flight school. She was 17..I think of that song form not long ago..shes only seventeen... Shoulda left her ass home while I went to school. She left me for a flight instuctors friend that was a co captain for an airline. Boy did that guy end up getting a handful. He got her knocked up and he made her abort his child. Oh effing well. I gave her everything. I at least got to solo and get a few flight s in before I quit and enlisted into the Air National Guard in Oklahoma. They didnt have the job I wanted, (Crew Chief) so I transferred back to Cali. Got the job I wanted in Fresno. 144thFw. Check em out. They have a great tail marking!! ..I turned into a HUGE manwhore. Had lots of sex and alcohol. Luckily I didnt get crotch rot from anyone(STDs). I didnt want to commit to ANYONE. Luckily several years later (and psychos) I met my current love. I was very fortunate to not have any children thru all of this. You just have to remember to focus on your kids. Make sure they follow your good teachings and dont follow mamas bad habits. They need stability, you are that foundation. Remember, we were young once. Kids arent dumb. They will know when you are unhappy and things are bad. Try not to let them see this. You are better than her. Let her go, I know its hard but you must. Just share the love of collect, sk8ing and music with the kids.!!
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