Hey Ender098,
You are aware that it isn't healthy to keep things all bottled up, aren't you? You need to learn to express what you really think. If you don't you'll burst an artery or something.
And the blond/blue-eyed posterboy for man love has been way over done.
I do let it out...I take MArine Communications students out through the desert on "Fun Runs"
We should start calling Duke "That Arayan Ass-Clown". LOL!