Want you to know your dios are the best!! Anything you need let me know. I take 13 pills a day. I had Chrohn's and almost died from it. You have get in the mind frame that this thing will not take you down. Get angry and use that anger to fight it. Fight it with every ounce of strength you have. When you've run out find more strength that's; what it is gonna take. You can do it. I'll pray for you . You can beat this. I know you can. You are the outrider