Wow Lowjacked. Thank you. That is so... Your last words, awesome.

My parents tried to teach me that to keep on moving ahead, that's how you win against stuff like this that I've dealt with. To show them that I can make it. Most of you know I'm 33. Or early 30s. I'll be 34 in less than 20 days. I'm at a tech school to get a career. To make a living. I'm bettering myself and for a few very few people, it makes them... Uncomfortable.

Thank you to everyone who cared or bothered to deal with this post. I honestly had forgotten I had done it. I don't even remember the convo I had with a gal last nite. *shrug* Uhmmmmm, anyway... these are the lyrics that often come to my mind more so than Fear Factory's...

"Resurrection" Chimaira

free at last
finally tasting happiness
five years of hell for nothing
trapped inside the minds of failures

i wise man once said
that which does not kill us makes us stronger
but we were dead
so are we now invincible

determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection

final straw
underlining ignorance
consumed by greed and hate
...cant make this out

reality can't tear
something, something.. just to start all over
treated like shit
pushed aside and expect to ...something, something

we have become so god damn powerful

all the beatings you gave us, we will use them against you

free at last
finally tasting happiness
the resurrection