Hey man just hang in there and do whatever you have to do to get things straighten out. Your well being is the most important thing for you right now. All this Cool G.I. Stuff is secondary. I don't think you have to leave an explanation b/c everyone has things to do but thats cool that you did. Everyone has gone through some hard times with the ladies and being kinda young you might think its the end of the world and life sucks and blah blah blah. You just got to take life one day at a time and take it steady. You got to hang in there and if you need to talk to someone talk to a professional such as a counselor or psyhologist and maybe they can point you in the right direction. Trust me, things will get better for you. Hang in there and good luck!!!