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:eek: dude please walk away from this shite. i have been down this road before, it kill me, i was with her almost a year, and i right at the end i found out the was sleeping with her ex, he told me, i want back too her at first she denied it then she told me the truth, it killed me , i had to walk away from a lot of things just to get my head back , this guy shes with abused her like there's no tomorrow and she thinks she can fix it i was like what???? i gave her a new life and she blow the whole thing up, it killed me, i was willing to help her raise her son, that was his son which he is a dead beat dad and still is, i cant go any farther with this, dude just walk away and don't look back,,,

Don't worry Bravo. What wasn't said here is that...

Everyone makes their choices. Every action has a reaction. For her to walk the path she is choosing, I can't follow (I can't follow you, Anakin. That's a path I can't take...). For me to remain friends would indicate that I SUPPORT her on such decisions. I can't. Who possibly can? WHY would they? But the anger comes from a lot of things. I do know how to deal with the anger. I dont' go shooting people, picking fights, doing drugs... But I will beat around on my guitar, go skating or vent to those of you who have MSN. Anyway, I know we've all been there. I know some people get scared when they feel this way. But hey, we are who we are. Maybe I'll find a good gal some day.

Morelock, where you at??? ;)

WOW!!! I'm sorry to hear about your strife Sonn, but I am glad to see a community of people who have a common interest put enough trust in other people to let them into there personal lives. What is even better, is the support that is given to one another. Sometimes in this world I think people forget what it means just to be nice to each other. I'm really glad I am a part of this community.

Specifically to you Sonn, I say this. Sometimes a bad thing must happen in order to make room for a better thing to come along. Sometimes a bad thing must happen to keep a worse thing from coming along. Sometimes bad sh*t just happens, but regardless you do posses the strength to move on. The saying "The best revenge you can have on someone is to live your life, and live it well", it's true.

Wow Lowjacked. Thank you. That is so... Your last words, awesome.

My parents tried to teach me that to keep on moving ahead, that's how you win against stuff like this that I've dealt with. To show them that I can make it. Most of you know I'm 33. Or early 30s. I'll be 34 in less than 20 days. I'm at a tech school to get a career. To make a living. I'm bettering myself and for a few very few people, it makes them... Uncomfortable.

Thank you to everyone who cared or bothered to deal with this post. I honestly had forgotten I had done it. I don't even remember the convo I had with a gal last nite. *shrug* Uhmmmmm, anyway... these are the lyrics that often come to my mind more so than Fear Factory's...

"Resurrection" Chimaira

free at last
finally tasting happiness
five years of hell for nothing
trapped inside the minds of failures

i wise man once said
that which does not kill us makes us stronger
but we were dead
so are we now invincible

determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection

final straw
underlining ignorance
consumed by greed and hate
...cant make this out

reality can't tear
something, something.. just to start all over
treated like shit
pushed aside and expect to ...something, something

we have become so god damn powerful

all the beatings you gave us, we will use them against you

free at last
finally tasting happiness
the resurrection

Graham, Dude, Like these guys are tellin ya, walk away and pay no heed. You don't know how many times I've been dumped by girls who use the other "f" word (Friend) only to watch them shack up with some guy who beats them and treats them like crap! One girl I knew did just that. She has 4 kids by this bum, lives in a trailer without heat, gets welfare and has about 1/2 her teeth knocked out. The Bum she was married to lives with some other chick, comes over when the welfare check comes and beats it out of her. He gets part time jobs everytime he needs enough cash to fix up his bike, but like her, has no future. And she STILL thinks he loves her!

And man, that's just ONE girl I dated....I love going home on leave and seeing these chicks I dated married to bums and the farthest they have gotten from that bum-F**K town is Rochester or Buffalo. I've been all over the world. Seen crap that will NEVER see. I've got a nice car, two smart, kind and good kids, a beautiful wife who loves me....man, it don't get any better. Like LowJacked said...the best revenge is to live your life! :rolleyes:

You dont need to show anybody else but you that you can make it. Improve yourself for yourself. The ones who care about will notice it. No pain no gain.

I can relate to so many of you or have had similar experiences, and like Ender says it gets better as long as you keep moving forward.

I'm 2 months shy of Thirty and was medically discharged from the Navy about 5 years ago. I had a severe skin condition they couldn't treat so they released me with 30% disability. It wasn't even enough to cover the rent. I moved my family back to Florida and we went from doing okay to poor. In the Navy I was a Data Systems Technician with a solid understanding of electronic theory, but few jobs were available. I got a crappy job at a 7-11 temporarily until I got my GI Bill situation straight.

Every night I went to work it was sad for me because I tried so hard and felt as if I failed. At times I sat in my bathroom crying because I didn't know how I was going to feed my family and the stress of it was causing a wedge in my marriage.

Some months later My wife found work and I started school. My GI bill and Pell grant money allowed me to quit my crappy job and we were doing okay once more. When things seemed to be looking up I had got a the flu and tried to shake it off for two weeks with no sign of relief. I walked into my doctors appointment with a 3.5 hemoglobin count. A normal hemoglobin count is 14, anything below 8 they recommend hospitilization. By all rights, I should've been dead, and there were times I had wished I was.

I would soon find out it was cancer. Again I cried. My dad went back for my mom, my wife was at work and I laid there thinking. . . I cleared my mind and something inside me snapped. I made up my mind not to quit and that got me through the long road ahead.

I spent three months in the hospital for radiation therapy and sent the cancer into remission. It was during my time of recooperation I rediscovered Joe-collecting and Comic Books. I had to occupy my mind and time because I spent 6 months recooping at home until I was mediccally cleared to go back to school.

I first went to a technical school and am now at the community college. I bought a brand new home over a year ago and all 3 of my kids are honor roll students. My wife is also in school and everyday we strive for better.

The lesson is: a sanctioned boxing fight ends in 12 rounds, a street fight doesn't end until someone doesn't get up. Life is a street fight, it knocked me down twice, but I got up. ;)

Thank you for sharing that story. Life has it's ups and downs, eh?

Just to note, I wasn't hurt by the stuff going on. It was just angry because of the actions people take. Sometimes, we do what we gotta do to get by (work at 7-11), but to go to something that you KNOW is bad and will repeat over and over... I can walk away from it. The problem is, I keep on running into people with these malfunctions. EVEN if I don't know about them beforehand, I just gravitate toward 'em.